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<3 BL.pocky.stripes. this is an ashley with a bday of micky mouse's :) i cut my hair. my shirt. my jeans. my wrist. jk. colors nd nail polish r fun fob. yellow skin, dark hair, dark eyes nd smell like soy sauce. but i hate math. LA3JMTV :D

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Sunday, February 25, 2007

dno wuta fck wus wrong wit me.

simply wish for forgiveness from every1.


Sunday, February 11, 2007

left taiwan, left my parents, when i wus in 6th grade.

after taking everything from my parental units, i simply... left.

they were always ther fo me. but im not. i nver wus. nd am not.

still using their money..

my existence whitens their hair, wrinkles their faces, giving them numerous troubles nd worries.

wearing them off...

 

y do they keep on giving w/out askin anything bak...

if my mom had listend to my gma nd aborted me 17 yrs ago,

my gma wouldnt hate her, nd she wouldnt hold grudge against my dads sides family,

my parents wouldnt feel as if they owe my aunts nd uncles for lives,

they wouldnt have to pay for all those unnecessary medical fees,

they wouldnt.............

niwayz wtf.

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i dun get it.


Monday, January 15, 2007

orz

envy ppls abilities.

afraid dat ppl'll c my uselessness.

tried to hide it.

couldnt.

whywhywhy???

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OMG WUT IS THIS??

cant take it!!!

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miss allie <3


Tuesday, January 09, 2007

thank u jill :)

thank u jill :)

nd i am fine now. really shouldnt have typed dat entry down ther... it wus just one of those emo moments i had.

sry dat it worried ya...

<3

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photoshop is effin addictive. played around w/ it til 3 am yesterday...

nd heres wut i came up w/..

 

human traffic light.

red - go?

yellow - caution.

green - stop?

should one trust the color or the words? go forward or stop nd turn?

the person in the middleis is (imagination required) in the center of a situation where she is challenged by pretence nd deceivers.


"will she trust her eyes?" --- this gon b the title of the piece. i think.

or maybe... "do u believe ur own eyes?"

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previous project...

called Violash.

violin was one of my luvs. bak in da days.

the merging of the black nd white violin nd black nd white me shows my passion towards the instrument.

however, the colored violin nd the colored me r separated. the passion does not exist anymore.

regret ever stop taking the violin lessons.


Sunday, January 07, 2007

i am...

i am

useless.

immature nd spoiled.

ppl younger than me already have the ability to survive on their own.

they drive, they work.

they do not need anything else other than themselves.

wuta fuck am i?

nothing. nothing at all.

simply an extra sumting..

sum ppl will have better life w/out my existence.

wut am i worth?

nothing.

nd why do i have all these wonderful things i have rite now?

i dunno.

wut i do know is

i do not deserve them.

looking at my own pictures,

i look completely idiotic,

chubby faced, pale skinned, or simply

the look of sum1 who have not bore pain nd lives in a wonderland.

i am

useless.



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